I feel so strange. Don’t you ever feel that way? When I can’t see myself in the mirror, I can’t even feel myself, and I begin to wonder if I really exist at all.
No Exit (Jean-Paul Sartre)
Radiohead. Snoozer Magazine, 2008.
"people are frightened by what they don’t understand." — the elephant man (1980)
joy division photographed at lancaster gate tube by anton corbijn. in 2007, the dutch photographer directed a biopic of their lead singer, the late ian curtis, 1979.
© anton corbijn [website], from london. portrait of a city.
It was too much. The comfortable people made comfortable jokes about weather and things but I sat mostly silent saying a word or so when necessary, a word or so trying to hide from them the fact that I was a fool and feeling terrible. And I was numb, numb again, numb again, again and again, numbness and pain swelling in me.
The cold winds are rising and all men must die….